Hold It In

Pressure builds up inside my chest
Anger
Pain
Fear
Building and building
Slowly starting to boil over
Getting ready to explode
Like some kind of time bomb
Forcing my mind to implode

God it hurts so much!

I can’t take it anymore
It’s going to explode
Like a shotgun lock and load
Where it goes, no one knows
In goes hurt, out comes hate
Like a wildfire, let it go!
         No!

Wait, stop
Think a while
No, halt
Don’t think at all
Close your eyes suck it up
Open your heart, lock it up
Hold it in
Never let it out
Stop, wait
Don’t cause worry don’t show hate

Hide it store it
Somewhere deep inside
Don’t speak, not a word
Suck it up, stick it out
And never always

Hold it in